Why does it feel so weird being alone. OFC im used to allways having ppl around, but being alone isnt my cup of tea. I get anxious, afraid and break down a bit. So, hold those, those who makes everyone else laugh, the closest. We are the one's that's hurting the most.

Yet another party seems to end. Yet another time I walk alone. Yet another night I freeze cause the dark is my only friend. As I scream to the night noone answers. My love for my friends seems like piss and vinegar to you, it's my only straw atm. The only thing that gives my life a meaning is your smiles, hope y'all are happy, dont mind me. I am but a wall to bounce your feelings and thoughts upon. Dont mind me, Im just here. As my screams die out, just remember " I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I care too much." With theese words, I bid y'all a Good night.